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I am the rainbow in your jail cell poh
Fear
@ juicy mood
Feb 14 2007, 18:30 (UTC+0) | 
Artist: Unknown |
CyberHamster writes:
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A contrast of turbulence and serenity - a knife made of gold, a pain so
real that it's a pleasure to feel. A note of perfect wonder, behind the
distorted screaming of the world; a relived memory that retains its
lustre still.
Grasping, with suddenly numb fingers of
thought, an idea whose face you have but partially glimpsed, and never
will again. The realisation strikes that you lament its loss far less,
perhaps, than you might have before; an epiphany worthy of grief in
itself - yet in yourself you can find no tears.
Condemned to
shapeless mediocrity - a mind in chains, raging against the bars of its
self-made cage. A dream of fear, a fear to dream; an imagined horror
within the darkness of unimagined thoughts. The realisation that you
will never be the same again...
A dirge keens for your soul,
yet at its voice all manner of revelry attend; the fact that it does
not intend to insult, perhaps the greatest insult of all. The bonds of
self-imposed normalcy, a phantom foe of incalculable persuasion; your
own nemesis, yourself.
A smile slowly infects your
face; a conscious choice, a wrenching despair, a loss of what you hoped
you could be - secretly. It was not to be, you think, with the irony
shaping your lips. Why try to let myself be only that, you wonder, when
I could be only so much more?
A secret lover with blood red
lips, and a voice the soul of seduction; singing sweet apathy to your
ear. A face to inspire cavorting lethargy, twisted in stricken disdain.
Eyes brimming with tears of indifference, rending your spirit for your
betrayal.
You smile, as you cast aside the comfortable to assuage your curiosity...
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That's right; it's drivel time.
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